Rainy Thursday

This spring has been rainy and windy, sometimes together. I woke up at 3:30 to a crack of thunder and a downpour. Now the rain has passed but the wind has begun.

I called a friend this morning to wish her a safe trip to Europe and I barely recognized her voice. It sounded so weak. She isn't feeling well and has vertigo plus nausea. The poor thing. Then I talked to my dad who always looks at the grim side and he told me it could be her heart since women seem to have more heart problems than men now. Thanks dad. I will check in on her later. I'm too far away, unfortunately, to check on her.

As for me, I go to California in a couple of days. I'm trying so hard to stay well. Last year I was in the same boat as my friend. It's an awful feeling not being in control of your health and wanting to get better and knowing it's not going to happen.