Friday & Too Much Time on My Hands

I'm feeling much better today. Could it be because it's Friday? I'm still avoiding the veggies and feel so much better for it.

This week went surprisingly fast for someone who has no work. My job was relatively phased out, but I'm still here. I keep waiting for a pink slip, but my boss told me it won't happen. There are no guarantees though. I am actively looking for another job and have 2 prospects that look very good. I am excited about it and hope one of them works out. It's tough having nothing to do. Sometimes that makes me more exhausted and stressed than when I was busy. I also feel so guilty and ashamed to face my co-workers. They must know surely! I am the second highest paid person in the library and do the least. It's shameful.

The worse thing about my job right now is that I feel completely worthless. I used to have a lot of responsibility and I really liked that. I thrive on it actually. I've slowly watched as my job has been whittled away. Now when I do have projects, they are more or less "busy work." It's not satisfying at all.